Ineffable Ontological Detanglement > Cultural Conditioning

Okay. Okay. Brace yourself. Rest of the world is aware of this concept. There's a cultural conditioning. You're somewhat aware of the fact that it applies to rest of the world, somewhat, sort of, at some level, sometimes at the fully conscious level. However you are in no way aware of the fact that it applies to yourself.

We kind of know to leave you alone. Leave it be. It's a little horrifying. Sometimes it leaks out and attacks us with the expression of it's thoughts, sometimes it leaks out and attacks us with a carpet bombing. We don't get to speak to it. We just let it operate.

Some Americans will basically state. It's happened. "Rest of the world has this thing called cultural conditioning. We don't have it. Of all the stars in the cosmos, of all things that exist within our framework of reality... There is only one thing that is normal. And it is the mind of an American. You know this to be true, you see it in every other American."

You want to accept all ideas you want to accept no ideas. Egocetric cultural standards say elevate yourself into the position of accepting everything and everyone and this is what declares you the one who is accepted. You hate your opponents, you hate your allies, you hate yourself. You don't get to hate the things you hate and you hate the people who hate the things you hate and you love the people who hate the things you hate and your brain is broken. You don't believe in any of the things you believe in, some of you believe in most of the things you believe in but the majority of you don't even really know truly what it means to believe in and if you did know what it means to believe in you still wouldn't do it.

You all think countries is concepts is people and it's BAD. Countries concepts their people into the concept of their country and it's not American and it's bad. It's bad...

At all times, you're walking around carrying the potential "Huh? What? You want to talk to me?" at everyone within your perception. Everywhere you go, you must maintain this. You know if you don't, you'll either be seen as some floaty in his own little world self absorbed weirdo, or... You may well have to hear "YOU TO GUD TO TOCK TO ME?" and then you'll be forced to comprehend the concept of what you are to this person... You're floating around in a little self elevation trance that declares your very voice too holy for the peons. You're a person that cannot exist. Outside of maybe Benito Mussolini.

In rest of the world, seeing somebody pissed off and yelling in public incurs an "Oh someone's losing their shit." sometimes a detached "UH OH" and sometimes a detached giggle and sometimes a detached "Okay yeah I'm with this guy now I'm losing my shit." And NO "Oh someone's losing their shit." is not to be automatically interpreted as the person entering into the engagement hoping to eat it with happy judgement. It's entirely passive, nobody is feeling anything towards it. With you, seeing somebody losing their shit incurs crying and panicking and "OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD NO I CAN'T BELIEVE IT I CAN'T BELIEVE IT I CAN'T BELIEVE IT THIS PERSON IS DESTROYING THIER ENTIRE LIFE THIS PERSON WILL BE KNOWN FOREVER OH MY GOD I CAN'T BELIEVE IT." You may well end up with PTSD from seeing somebody yell in public. If this is permitted to continue at some point you may develop a system of alarms right next to your fire alarms.

Your perception of what it means to be emotionally available is a bizarre ego invested psychotic twisting. It means the person spends all of their time validating you, they hate themselves and they love you. They hate that they don't really believe to their core that you are the centre of the universe and they need to try their hardest to give the appearance of remedying this. You expect it of everyone, you expect it of the people you see on the street, it is the natural underlying expectation, the natural underlying vibes within emotional availability.

Somebody is giving a speech and you're sitting at a table looking away, you turn around in order to demonstrate you function within society. This person needs to understand you are pretending to care about his speech as much as he is pretending to care about his speech. And the way you represent this false gesture is by false demonstrating you don't understand how ears work. If you wish to live within the real world where the mutual understanding is everybody understands how ears work, you are a grand public asshole, you suck the attention of the entire room. You're a pompous self centred oblivious jackass.

"You don't get it jackass. This asshole thinks he's on television. We are to sarcastically validate his glorious ego." No. I know only one third of you are within that feeling. It doesn't happen anywhere else. That is unique.

Sarcastic validation and happy judgement, that's all you, you're the only people who know how to do that.

"You see what I'm doing? I'm washing my hands. Everybody see this? You all see this? I'm washing my hands. I'm a regular guy washing my hands." You don't need to worry about it. You know you're not that guy. You're safe. It's not a superficial image you're really not that guy you understand why this is done and you agree.

Oh now look what I did to you. Now you're one of those weird little head down in public people fucking autism social anxiety fetish shit fuck. Now everyone who sees you in public is giggling about you for hours. He doesn't even reach for "You like me, right random stranger?" eye contact because he's scared because he's scared because he's scared because he's scared because he's weird because he's weird because he's weird because he's weird.

"I'm happy... I'm happy... I'm happy... Please don't isolate me I'm happy I'm happy I'm happy."

"Your experience and education shapes you." "NO IT DOESN'T!!* *rocking back and forth crying* "No it doesn't no it doesn't no it doesn't fuck you..." "...What?"

If you know something, if you understand something, that means somebody had to teach it to you, that means you didn't know it before, that means you're stupid, that means you should pretend to know absolutely nothing about anything in order to save face and look very smart. I bet it was one of those arrogant cognitive functioning level threes who just think they get to implied speak down to us by understanding the thing for real even though our delusional understanding is seven times more powerful.

America is the worst for diminishing people with governmental education. Everybody who does it is in their own little world of the thing that makes America so great is that we would never do anything like diminish anybody with governmental education the thing that makes America so great is that nobody tells me to say America is so great you just find it naturally.

Some of you are walking around in a self elevated trance of "I just know all of you assholes are going to deem my behaviour impossible inhuman behaviour." and so you're prepared to jump down everyone's throat the second they percieve you. So you'll just be standing in line ordering a sandwich, take out your phone. "Hey you know what!? My friend doesn't want this sandwich anymore so why don't you just fucking walk over there and throw it in the fucking trash, okay!? OKAY!? FUCK YOU."

You all think asserting yourself means intimidating people and whining at people to get every little thing baby wants and if baby don't whine and intimidate for every little thing baby wants baby coward. You're all really block thinking the concept of want, you assume something occurs to you so, okay, WANT... SCARE... GET. I've seen it expressed, you wanted something why didn't you scream and cry at me until I gave it to you? Well because... I barely... Even... Noticed I wanted it... It wasn't even... Anything.

You've got everything covered, all of them, all of the things, you have a societal standard in your head that mocks being anything at all, anything at all. You can hold no job that is impossible to cringe at, I'm just desk job guy, I'm just mechanic guy. Then I go home and I'm just eating dinner watching TV guy. I guess all you can do is laugh at yourself. At least I'm not jobless guy or homeless guy.

You're all conditioned to think introspection is the stupidest saddest weirdest thing you could ever do. Outside of the American cultural obsession with finding anything but introspection. You're all alone all alone all alone all by yourself all by yourself and you're crying and you're crying and you're crying and you're thinking "What's wrong with me?" You're doing it because you're scared because you're scared because you're scared because you're scared because you're weird because you're weird because you're weird because you're weird. And what's the end result? You build a self? Narcissistic. You build a self. The other builds the self you narcissist. You go around ego reinforcing on everyone at all times, you keep them in check with society bullshit and whatever delusional stupidity you can come up with, he's gonna be scared he's gonna be scared he's gonna be scared he's gonna be scared he's gonna be weird he's gonna be weird he's gonna be weird he's gonna be weird. The reason you chose the sad whimpering fix yourself and build yourself route is because you're too intimidated by the implied structure within our culture, you think you can fall out of line, you don't get to create a YOU that YOU like, what a whimpering and pathetic maneuver, that YOU like, that YOU like, that's fucking sad man that's fucking sad man, you get beat down, you get beat down by all of us. You know you have a fetish, you know you do.

To the others... You non-stop string homoerotic fetish fixation jokes to signal to the other Americans that you are NOT AFRAID.

You've all flattened yourself at the media. For about two generations you've been watching the television, understanding what is desirable and what is not. Gradually, bit by bit, you realize "This personality trait is deemed undesirable by 60% of the population, this personality trait is deemed undesirable by 12% of the population, this personality trait is deemed undesirable by 0.3% of the population." and so you make sure you get rid of all of it, everything. Teenage introspective growth is the processes of making sure nobody ever thinks you're anything. You're safe. Your public persona of nothing has been rammed through your ego right into your very core and you try your hardest to make it your very thinking while you're alone in your room. You know, if you ever let any aspect of your spark of personality show itself you may well be labeled narcissistic or neurodivergent. You have no hobbies, you have no creative passion, you have no interests, you have no taste, you've never learned anything, you've never experienced a single thing in your life. If you reveal that you have any of these things you're WEEEEEIIIIIIRRRRRRRD.

That little moment in childhood where you were all, find personality remove it, find personality remove it, keep me safe keep me safe keep me safe. Remember? No I'm sure you don't remember. In Canada it was, like, let's look at my subconscious triggers, did I watch the American channels as a child and like it? No? Okay don't follow through with it, establish this barrier at everyone who I see following through with it. The barrier says, you see my face it says I have a personality you'll never get to see it.

This stay entirely flattened cultural standard is heavily reinforced by the structural system of self confirming psychoanalysis hammering down on your every behaviour every opinion every change in mood the types of things you know about or wish to know about your use of language drawing over simplified misassociations that may destroy you forever.

Your image of what it is to be a cool confident person, the thing you most desire, is somebody who pathetically became everything it appears the people around him wanted to be, he comfortably maintains "Please like me, please? I'll do anything I'll be anything as long as it makes you like me." He's very casual about it, he sly smirks at how good he is at his game of pathetic whimpering he's very confident he's PLAYIN' THA GAME right, PLAYIN' THA GAME of pathetic whimpering. Anybody who is actually comfortably confident in themselves is seen as pathetic, if you show ACTUAL comfort in your TRUE self we all go right up your ego anus hoping to make you cry because we know you're so sad you're so sad and pathetic the only reason anybody is ever actually comfortably confident in themselves for real is because they're hiding their lack of confidence, their deep inner fear that they do not properly conform to the baseline normal of being everything everybody else wants you to be no matter the cost, you were too afraid.

I can sort out this concept of narcissistic for you. Yes, it's true, more often than not the person is hoping for varying levels of admiration of the life experience. The feeling they are within in this moment is "I was within a cool experience. I am within a cool life story. I often behave cool within my life story." It is NOT "I AM my own television show. I am the writer, I am the director, I am the producer, I am the actor."

You have destroyed the very minds of your people. You have nullified your position as the powerhouse.

You all live in ketamine communicative isolation space, all of you. 80% of you. You're all off-communicating. Going out into rest of the world and telling somebody to "Grow up" because they have expressed personality, worse yet an ever so slight edginess, causes about three days of confused somewhat panicky thought looping upon the victim. Telling somebody from rest of the world on the internet "Cool story bro." because it is naturally implied within the normal that any and all sharing of life experience is narcissistic and you know for certain this person automatically understands they have been properly shamed by "Cool story bro." causes an out of this world emotional collapse sensation that none of us can really fully grasp. But, it has within it intense anger, irresolvable anger that tells us even brutally torturing to death this person and everyone he loves will never satisfy us, slight to intense sadness at you, and a little bit of fear. We know if we express what we're feeling at you we will become hit with intense manic giggling from a state of smug casual superiority flinging demented meme image catch phrases of off the wall literally meaningless nonsensical stupidity. Such as a dog with the caption "Whoths an edgy boy?"

One fifteenth of you do this thing where you search for all of the potential stupidity you're capable of, you search your bank of known potential misunderstandings, you present what you know to be fucking stupid knowing this is the kind of thinking embraced in your culture, this is the kind of thinking that defeats all within democratic idealism, this is how you declare your value at the others. You only semi-consciously know you do this, you take a quick conscious look at it, you compartmentalize it with semi-conscious alterations, often going all the way to full memory repression, and then carry on in your happy happy delusional ego delirium. To those of us of cognitive functioning level three it looks a lot like this is completely deliberate, even to some who do not however they generally just think you've snapped on your own stupidity, turns out they knew your minds better than we did.

One twelfth of you do this thing where you semi-consciously outline your own capabilities within stupidity in order to click a subconscious system that redefines the concept of education and allows you to blatantly abuse error correction as much as you want. That way you get to listen to what you can clearly see is narcissistic control of narrative whatever reality I want nonsense but all you need to know is that it's education and you can clearly see that you're going wherever you want with it, but all you need to know is this is deemed by majority thinking to be a valid method of thinking. You put an error correction failure on top of another error correction failure in order to make honest and valid what you know to be objectively false. Reinforce it's validity with the symptoms of persistent delusional disorder. Basically what you've done semi-consciously is observe narcissistic control of narrative disorder and figured out how to emulate it without requiring the life of ego protective delusion disorder beforehand. You can't usually click it like they can, however you can make it so that you believe everything they say.

There are American comebacks such as... I'm just going to isolate two words from your sentence and pretend that's all you said. I'm going to express this deliberately as if this is obviously known by all to be a normal communication. I'm going to deliberately inform you that what I have created is a self confirmation projection and incorrect analysis delusional construction of you and this puts you in your place. This is what I think, really, I do, this person is real, kill yourself before I have to look at myself, let me re-enter the delusional process frightened and alone and forget you exist. I've seen the last one touch this, I know it would basically hit this, now I can confirm yes it has hit this a number of times.